I never imagined it would hurt this much.
I didn't think I was getting serious.
Didn't think the truth I already knew would be so painful in the end.
I didn't know that how I felt was so real.
I thought it was all just a lucid dream.
Just something that in the end would be nice memories and a good time.
What a delusion.



All I want to do anymore is die.
But I can't.
Don't worry because I can't.


I just fucking can't.